Denial is a river in egypt

But will I? Depends on my estrogen levels!

My day has been nice, though I have been very lazy. We went to church this morning and got many smiles and warm welcomes from neighbors, friends and family. That's about all we've done so far.

I hate being lazy. I have dishes and laundry to do. (Joy.)

I'd like to hang up Christmas lights on our house, but my husband is being lazier than I am, and I need him to help with the ladder.
 
Actually I'll send him up the ladder then hang outside in the cold for about 30 minutes (if I last that long) and claim I have homework to do, a hog to feed, and the car to wash, then, disappear indoors.

No, I won't.

Truth be told, I would be doing more today but I have this awful pain in my side and I can barely move because of it and I've been on the verge of throwing up all day. So I'll blame it on being lazy as I wrap up in my denial blanket.

I don't want to think something could be wrong or worry about having to go to the doctor with no medical benefits and getting stuck with a medical bill we can't pay. Hopefully it will turn into the productive, non-queasy, pain-free day I want it to be.